She Must And Shall Go Free
A very important thing that the Lord revealed to me this weekend is that if I chose to continue living in fear of conflict and taking risks that I am going to live a life stuck in survival mode instead of the abundant. This hit me pretty hard, and needless to say, He kept widdling me down further and further until my fears were totally exposed. I am tired of hiding and I am very tired of pretending to be the nicest, sweetest person you will ever meet. So I am letting down my guards and exposing the fact that I am fearful and my intentions alot of the time are very screwed up and I definately do not have it all together. And it feels really, really good..
Sooo, starting two days ago, I am taking the risk of confronting people when it is appropriate and taking the risk of allowing myself to really be known. I want to live the life uncommon and partner with Jesus actively instead of just sitting on the sidelines and I want to run hard and love deeply.
Afterall, “your love can only be as big as you are willing to hurt.” -Ennio Salucci